Me as a teacher... hmmmm....

it's a hard to imagine that but I am beginning to feel like a teacher. It is hard for me to act matured and adult like with young children. I feel like i have to revamp my personality. *hehe melampau la ba kan*. I still remember the mock interview I have back during my mrsm days. hehe i choose to be a teacher kunun... If i'm not mistaken along with my fren vila and suzen. (ehh btul ka tu ah suzen.. kestau kalo silap ahhh) Now the three of us really becoming a teacher.. dayyummmm...*mcm sumpahan pula tau..kekekeke* Avila and Suzen both becoming secondary school teacher and i'm a primary school teacher(gaji sma jak ba..:P)

Teaching really drains almost all my energy. The first time i enter the class i feel like dying and crying and everything around me seems very confusing. I went to school and teach before for 4 times but that was pair teaching. This time round i was alone with 40 students in the class with me. I teach standard 4 and 5 ... mind you the students are huge,,, hehehe*.. Putting theory into practice is hard for me. I felt a like carrying a big responsibility to teach them. If i teach them wrong things ...peerrrrgghhhh.... i'm 'dead'... my students will have a big misconception.. ahaha... *ku ingatkan mengajar itu senang... rupa-rupanya... memang senang pun tapi sama ada muridku faham atau tidak... jeng...jeng...jeng... ???*haha....

Well i've tried my best. I'm 'hanging in there' and went through my internship with lots of food!!!hahaha... wait for the aftermath post... huahahaha...

*photo courtesy of stickgal.blogspot.com*

Teacher WannaBe

My days during internship

This is me early in the morning. Do i look like an in service teacher? if you look closely behind me, you can see my roomate still sleeping lie a ****. haha. every morning i woke up around 5.30 am to get ready. Even though my school is extremely near to my college I still wake up oh-so-early. My typical day for 3 weeks in school is waking up early in the morning get ready and go to school. Reach school usually around 7.15 am put all my things in the staff room go to the office and fill in the register for pre service teacher. Go back to staff room and wait...and wait... sometimes i have to go to relief classes and sometimes i have my classes. Will go and take my brunch with Lai usually around 9.30 or 10.  Then when the clock is 12pm we have to leave the staff room or we'll be in trouble. hahaha.. (like cinderella oh kan) We then go to the library and spending the rest our time in school there or go to class. Why we have to leave the staff room at 12 is because the afternoon teacher is coming. We only 'tumpang' their place. So when the owner came we have to bllaaaah... School end at 1pm but we pre service teacher can only go back at 1.30 pm.. the very not fair :P 

*late post*.....

Internship....

Internship starts tomorrow!!!!!

wish me luck everone!!!!!

yatta... yatta... yattaman.....

huahahaha.... am so happy..... am free at last.....

1- my assginment that need to be done... is done...

2- my roomate already buy her own celcom broadband... yayMe! 

...wit careful planning i manage to make her to sign up.... haha... and it's me who accompany her to buy....

3- I manage to tame my roomate .. huahahahahhahaa.....

.... wit a lil bit of behaviourism theory and some good communication skills of course haha... now she no longer dare to switch off the light without asking my permission plus I manage to say no when she wants to switch off the light... hahaahahaha..... sometimes i just pretend to do some works until she sleeps.... if she see me busy2 doing my work she won't dare to switch off the light... hahaha...

4- My heater still not working properly ..... but last time i throw a tantrum in my room and i almost hit her with the heater.,.. hahaha... that's a lie... i just say loudly to my fren "let's go take water from downstairs. i'm dehydrating!!!!" then the next morning my roomate say if you want water just take here.. *pointing at her 5 litre bottle*... nanti you don't have water she say...i just reply with a smile... *hahahaha* Sepa terasa dia terasa la kan....

5- I bought new speaker for my dear ol laptop.... you know for what... when my roomate is talking on the phone with loudspeaker ... i just switch on my speaker too... hahaha.... this is what i call 'serangan balas!!!!' 

..........according to my father my room now is like the nazi war... hahaha.. everytime he phone me he'll ask hows my war going on...... hehehe... 

I'm going deaf??

Last night, I was at bolong's room. We are watching cartoon Kat-tun... We are having so much laugh and more and more laugh... It's good to laugh after all the agonizing pain I went through.  My headache tamed down. Then out of the blue we heard someone talking so loud. 

Guess who???

Its my roomate la ... sepa lg...  She is in my room of course and we can hear her clearly from the other room. She kept shouting and shouting. At this time I think she is really going crazy. Her voice is raising every second. Luckily enough my friend pija can understand what she is saying. So at least I know she is still sane.

She is having a BIG fight with her boyfriend. Pija translated only a small part la just so that we know why she is so mad. Its so bad for us to eavesdrop on her but its hard not to because her voice is can be heard from outside the room and even from outside the block. She shout and shout until she shout and sob and sob... I pity on her at that time but only for a while....

Now I'm writing this post with earphone on full blast volume of beyonce song and my roomate as usual is on the phone for God who knows how long. Even with the earphone I still can hear her. Why? because she kept asking me questions about march holiday.... even with her boyfriend on the other line she can still ask me a million question.... arrggghhhhhhhhhh....... 

I know lately my post are mostly about her.. I don't care... I just can't help it.... Everytime I wanted to post about something else she came into the picture... *blaaahhhh suka ati sa la mo tulis apa kan... suka2 ba...* 

P/S: S.O.S....a.s.a.p...... *hehe winks*

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My life with a roomate..

It's been a while since I have my roomate. (I think 3 semester ago since my last roomate) After 7 semester in this college I have 5 roomates which 3 of them are just my temporary roomate. This time I have a roomate who really makes my final year in this college hard to endure. It is not lke I hate her or what but I just can't  stand it. Every minute and every second spend with her in this very room of mine seems like I'm trapped in a different time zone. (hahaha melampau la ba kan) My privacy is gone now..... Want to know why? Just continue reading....

Day 1 with roomate

Late night on last sunday she arrived. She opens the door and I smiled to her. She said hi to me and I said Hi back... (I'm nice aren't I?) So I just sat in front of my laptop playing pet society on facebook. She came with her sister in law who helped her to carry her things. Then she start to unpack her things. Keep in mind that I don't care what she do as long as she didn't cross the line. She cleaned her place up. Then she start asking questions:

-brapa lama u x mop blik? bnyk rmbt la.. (damn My hair mmg like dat ba always fall i cant help it. even if i mop everyday still will have hair lying on the floor). BUt I answer nicely la.. urrmmm lma suda x mop kali tu,....

- boleh sy on radio ka? My sister in law give me ba radio just now. (It's okay for me...) So I give her green light to on the radio.

- Eh kamu online ka? Kamu guna apa online? ( at that time she saw me online usin my cute lil maxis modem) me; Uuurmmm... guna ini la.... *pointing at the modem* 

- Brapa 1 bln kalo guna ini? .... me: 138

- Wah mahal la....(so i explain about the other alternative for her to online.. ) me: use this bla..bla..bla.. use celcom bla...bla..bla... 

- kamu x mau share ka? (eeeeerrrkkk i'm torn apart don't know what to answer) me: owh modem ini sy guna sementara sj lg i can't afford to pay so mahal. Lg pun now actually i share modem with my friends d blik seblh use LAN.

-aiya... tp kalo share ok jg ma... (I still don't want ba!!!!) me: ahhh... it's okay la if u really need to use internet I can let u use for a while la. but you use your own laptop la k..

-Waaaahhhh... banyak brg kamu ahhhh... bila kamu beli ini? (she point at my fridge. Hahaha.. i have mini kitchen in my room complete with rice cooker and heater and all the things i need to cook.) me: ya... lama suda but i didn't angkat from the stor yet.

- Bnyk ohhhhh.... nanti kamu blk mcm mana la? (I'm so lazy to converse so I try to answer minimaly haha.) me: biar saja la. tggl mcm itu saja.

- x jual or bg org ka? (isshhh... suda2 la ba tanya tu) me: no lah...

*at this point when she ask me too much question my ears mo jd panas da ni.. penat mo jwb2 ba.. i know she's being nice but i'm tired ba... it's almost 12 suda*

Enough with the questions if i am to write all the questions this post will have no end. After all that questions let me tell you about her telephone habit. She likes to talk on the phone using loudspeaker. I repeat she use LOUDSPEAKER speaking on the phone. aaaarrrrrggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh............ I know la I can't speak huayu like what she told her bf on the phone. But i'm not that dumb. I still can understand simple words. Why oh why must she talk on the loudspeaker. Combine the sound of her radio+her big voice+her bf voice on the loudspeaker= HEADACHE TO ME!!!!

Once again I'm being nice so I just let her talk maybe she misses him too much or what I dont know and I don't care la. I just continue playing game. Then suddenly baaammmmm... i'm in the dark. She switch of the light without telling me. Online a blind person can't see me still wide awake in front of my laptop. Why must she do that? Earlier I did ask her whether she like to sleep with the light off or not. It is okay with me if she wants to switch it off but dammnnnn... let me know so that I can switch on my reading light. Or just let me know for the sake of she knows that this is my room too and not hers. In the dark she is still on the phone and of course with loudspeaker.... 

Day2 with roomate

I woke up in the morning and i'm still in my room with her.. arrhghhh how i wish i woke up with my room back to normal... The whole day she is not in the room so its feels nice.. hahaha... but then the night come and there she is.. heehe... mcm hantu oh kan. So as usual i cook my dinner with the help of bolong. When I want to start cooking she said to me. "wahh lewat suda ni br mkn?" I malas want to ckp pjg lebar so I simply answer yes. While we are cooking she suddenly came up from behind us and stand between us poking her head in front of my pot. "Wahhhh suma pun ada... daging pun ada jg .. mmg mcm kitchen oh suda" (mmg la ba that's why i have fridge to simpan the daging and sayur2 if not what am i to cook???) Then after we finish cooking bolong went to wash the plates. 

Then she started talking again.... " Lewat suda ni br mkn nanti gemuk kalo mkn lewat... tengok kamu gemuk" (?&!*^@%^%#^^&@#! she said I'm fat!!! ) So i just say...mmmmmm.......  But then after we finish eating she ask whether she can tumpang my fridge or not. i'm still angry and terluka with the title gemuk she gave me but I'm so nice I give her green light again.

I'm so being nice to her by letting her use my things. I don't mind if she want to borrow my heater or anything as long as she asked first. When she said she want to use my heater I said okay but I didn't know that she want to use it to fill her 5 litre water bottle. She boil water 5 times in a row when my water is so sikit already. I'm dehidrating but she didn't realize that. UWAAaaaa I can't do things whatever and whenever I like to do anymore... my private life is gone.....

Day 3 with roomate

Woke up as usually and went to class.. As usual went to jog in the afternoon. Come back to hostel. Open the door... jeng..jeng.. jeng... She was sitting at my place onlne with her laptop. She unplugged the LAN cable from my laptop without my permission!!! What if I'm downloading something???? I will be very furious but luckily on that very day I didnt download anything. I said that she can only use the internet to find resources or anything academic. Strictly not for entertainment BUT SHE IS WATCHING YOUTUBE!!!. It is not that I don't want her to use it. But i'm the one who online almost 24/7. The reason why we ( me and my friends) apply for the maxis broadband is because internet is part of us.... hhaahaha... really feel something wrong if I was not online for even a day... 

I'm so good ... (hehehe) so I let her use it and i went to take shower. Then I want to cook but how am I to cook when she is using my table. where I cook of course. She just sat there and doing her ppt presentation while waiting for the youtube of course. I waited for 30 min. But she still didn't ask me whether i want to use my placce or not. 

Then..... the devil inside me came out.. instead of telling her to stop which I don't know and I hate to tell her. I ask bolong my neighbour to unplugged the LAN cable from the hub. hahahahahhaa... I'm soooooo EEVVVVIIIIIIIIIIIIILLLLLLLLL......... but what to do I can't tahan anymore. I don't like to talk that's me. Anyway she is older than me. She should have more common sense. When I say she can borrow, she can .. but don't make it as her own... Don't treat my belongings like her own..... Or else I'm not the one who do the words thingy I take action. 

If this things become worst.... maybe I'll move to another room..... but for the time being I'm trying my best to adapt to my new environment.....

Owh... I forgot to tell that she like to poke her nose everywhere..... she always want to know what I was doing.... What I am doing online also she want to know.... there goes my private life.... HAHAHAHa... If she knows i blog about her... i'm dead!!!

Double Trouble..

Trouble #1

On my quiet afternoon today reading books and imagining things (haha)... Suddenly there's someone knocking on my door....

kok..kok..kok... *I'm trying to imitate the sound of some1 knocking..ahaks*

 

I open the door and there's a lady there smiling at me..

me: Yes?? (i put on my best smiling friendly face)

lady: uuurrmmm.... can I ask?

me: yes? (my head start to wonder)

lady: Is this room got one people or two.

me: urrmm... one.( I wanted to lie and say two but my mouth seems to misintepret the signal my brain send)

Lady: Oh..(seems very happy) Can I move in here? 

me: aahhh.. ok la... (i'm torn apart.. want to say no but yes but no but yes...*damn)

Lady: Hehe (smiling widely now) Thats nice... I want to move here instead of Rambai. So far and my room suppose to be at 4th floor. So high......

Me; hehehe.. ya.. lo.. 

Lady: So, do you have extra key?

Me: ermmm... sorry no... (Actually I do have but I'm too reluctant to have a roomate now)

Lady: hurmmm.... could you duplicate it for me... I will tell the hostel people later that I'm moving here...

Me: oh ok.. When do you want to move in? Cause I need to clear some of my stuff....

Lady: Urmmmm... Thursday la..

Me: So okay then....

There goes my no roomies again story. Now I have roomate. Not officially until this thursday. I'm not sure I can handle it though. Its been so long since I have a permanent roomate. My roomate only stays for a week or two then they blast off. hahaha...

We did exchange phone number and I gave to her the extra key later this afternoon. So much for the duplicating thingy... haha.. (Sorry I didn't mean to but it just slipped off my mind and I said it accidentally) Then, I met her again while I was doing my laundry.

Lady: hey....

Me: Hey... (smiling again)

Lady: are you malay? 

Me: No. I'm Dusun. 

Lady: .....(look confuse.) So u can eat....

Me: Oh... I'm a Christian.. (Now I know what she means)

Lady: hahaha... (half smiling half laughing) If Christian then sure can eat pork la.. hehe 

Me: ....(I just smile and laugh with her)

So much for the drama.. I clear her part of the room today... clearing stuff from her table and closet. ARghhh.... my room feels smaller now.... *I'll get use to it somehow..sigh*

Trouble #2

My neighbour came running to me and almost burst my door. She came running from her room and land on my messy bed. I was shocked. I asked her why?? Here's the another news that surprise me today. The practicum list is out and guess what. I still get the same school.... Where?

SK MINDEN HEIGHT of course... I was in hot water while i'm there last semester and yet I still have to go there.... arrgghhhhhhhhhhh......... another nightmare.... 

here's my some of my experience in SKMH

Well it is not that bad of course. The school is near and I'm use to the school environment. I know some of the teachers and students there advantage to me of course. But still it sends goosebumps to me to hear that I am going there again. I don;t know why. Maybe I;m just still nervous about this whole practicum thing. My surpervisor is Mdm Chew Ping Ping. I don't really know her yet but I hope she can help me a lot and I hope my friends who are going to the same school as me will give me enough cooperation to deal with the school and also the parents of course.

My happy no class tuesday was ruin today with all the news. So I guess I'm going to bed early today. Hope I don't have nightmares...

No roomies again. *Phew*

Yesterday is the registration day for new students. So I may have roomate this time but still no roomate for me this semester. Lucky Me! cause I can have the whole room for me and it is good for my ever growing collection of things i have here. This is my final year in this college and my stuff here are more than my stuff i have back home. Hahaha..  I have the habit of keeping things that i rarely use or don't use anymore. (Don't blame me this habit runs in my family. :p) 

Second week after school reopens but i still haven't finish unpacking my things even worse some are still in the store room which is now where the new KPLI students sleep. Pity on themla... but they have to move out after 1 week orientation plus their allowance is double our allowance. So let them suffer for a bit.... *hehehehe*with evil grin**...

Since I don't have roomate. I talk with my stuff... *EEhhhhh..Nande???* cos my baka'ness level is HIGH...

Mr.BintanG

Hey Mr.BIntanG. I can hear beyonce singing from you. "If I were a boy...." Then suddenly.... @#$#$&%(#*&& some chinese song I don't know... Then again... AAHAHHHAHAHHAHhhhhh... some tamil song .... Arrgggghhhh I'll poke your eyes Mr.Bintang.....  

huhahahaha..... Mr.Bintang is my radio. I don't know what's happening to him but he kept on changing the radio station. Makes me want to poke his eyes even more to change the station of course... *mcm dlm gua ba sni ni... radio pun pndai sot2 pa lg line tlepon pun pndai ilang2 jg....*

My DVD collection

This is another bad habit of mine. I can't resist Tesco temptation of selling affordable DVDs ahahahaa... What DVD? here it is........

I laugh at myself when i saw my collection. There's more at home. Since I stopped my gym membership at celebrity fitness these dvds help me to get in shape. (haha kunun la) Exercising is a must in my daily routine cause after 2 months holiday. I gain almost 5 kg. It's the season to be jolly not to be gluttony. But still so many food during the festive season. I'm happy. So I eat. Yay Me!

My Knitting project

Since early December until now still haven't completed this. HAHAHA.

My loyal friend this year

Guess who? It's my Buku Rekod Persediaan Mengajar. 

With 6 weeks internship this semester and another 12 weeks next semester i'm sure my hand will go numb writing all those lesson plans. Can't wait to go internship but still a little bit nervous of course. This semester internship will start on february.

CNY is around the corner

Yeap. CNY is coming but im not going back home. I plan to go to KL but then again the bus ticket price is sky-high my plan cancelled. So I celebrate CNY alone again this year. Like every year went to tesco and buy myself a box of mandarin oranges. I still don;t have any plans this coming CNY hols. Maybe i'll just do my open room myself again this year. 

Shut Up!!!!

All the ladies who are screaming like hell in my hostel block please shut up already!!! It's 11.15pm now... damn!!!!

What's with the screaming thingy?????

like every 2 minutes they went screaming so loud.... and it goes on like forever.... I want to slap all of you.....

arrrrghhhhhhh...... geram...geram.... tia pndai pkir btul...

Sanbiki no saru

Sanbiki no saru which means Three Wise Monkeys. Who are they? Meet Mizaru, Kiwazaru and Iwazaru. 

Familiar with this? I do. But for 22 years and 2 months i live in this world.*haha* I never know what they means. Or should I say I never thought that These monkeys actually bears wonderful meaning with them. Pity me oh kannn.... I only came to know about this during my edu lecture.weeee... thanx to Mr A.Rajoo........ At first when he mention this in class, he told us that Ghandi always brings this three wise monkey statues with him. So I tought these monkeys must originated from India. 

Pity me again. I was wrong. After googling it, I found out that it is originated from china and was popularized in Japan. 

So Mizaru who always cover his eyes means see no evil, Kiwazaru who always cover his ears means hear no evil and the third one Iwazaru who always cover his mouth means speak no evil. There is another one by the name of shizaru who symbolizes the principle of do no evil who may be covering his abdomen or just crossing his arms. But the fourth one is not so famous la.

See no evil, Hear no evil and Speak no evil

or in chinese a similar phrase exists.

Look at not to the contrary to propriety, Listen not to the contrary to propriety, Speak not is the contrary to propriety, Make no movement which is contrary to propriety.

Source: Wikipedia