Tangkap Muat Vs Jual Mahal: Sepa manang?

"That awkward moment, when a guy flirts with you and few days later... he's in a relationship with another girl... " suis rusak, (2012)

Tangkap muat vs jual mahal. Sepa yang manang? Haha....

Maybe, just maybe... sa jak yang paham ni... tapi sa rasa lucu... Bila umur semakin meningkat ni there's more and more new experience. It's february the month of love.Btul kaitu??? Mangkali la kan...Almost all my colleague during college have settled down and of course after getting married they have kids. It's the time when people start to ask... ko bila lg.. jadi??? bila ko kawen... Ahahaha...

Too many things to write right now. Caca marba suda pikiran sa talampau banyak mo ditulis nda tau camana mo tulis suda... Alamaaaakkk......

nanti la sa sambung...

My super tanned sun kissed skin

Comel kan... Hahaha... Did you notice the hands and face are darker than the legs....

One fine day, that is today by the way....

Teacher A: Ei... Putih pula kaki c Amy kan....

Teacher B:......

Buat lawak btul la.... Silaka.... mentang2 la my skin is very tanned now.... Of course la my legs fairer than my hand and face ... cause i don't wear short pants when training the students for sports day and netball. And today the students told me that another teacher;who is suppose to be in charge of the perbarisan, tell the them that i will train them tomorrow morning. Eh.. hello.. since when do i have to train them. Double silaka... Just because i'm guru sukan doesn't mean i have to do everything ba... Sabar jak la...

Let's go back to the story of kaki putih. I wonder. Teacher A is a male teacher. When did he saw me legs. I wear baju kurung to school never wear short skirt. Whoa.... dia cubuk sa d rumah ka... atau pun dia memerhatikan kaki sa dengan teliti...hahahaha... Maybe he saw me jalan2 d kadai ba kali kan... hahaha.. punya jahat tu pemikiran.

Anyway, come think about it i do have a nice tanned skin. Haha... I like to think it that way. Makes me feel confident. Since little kids, among my sisters i have the most tanned skin. It once bothers me because people always compares me and my sister. They always will compliment fairer skin and not the tanned girl. People will always give credit to girls with fair complexion rather than tanned skin girls. Yessss..... been there, went through that. Just because my skin is tanned, i always get this remark. Punya itam ko macam pilak. Or Itam or ko macam om. Maybe you think it is funny. But actually i'm making a poker face and try hard to smile while inside it hurts my feeling so much that it somehow make me feel unpretty. Itu time kici2 la slalu kana ckp bgitu up until secondary school. That's why i have low self-esteem. Abis suda la itam rambut keriting lg. I got that from my dad. Fotostat my dad ba muka sa ni.. hahaha... and he is half chinese. Tp galap. "I love my dad! and I'm proud to be his daughter." (Iklan jap haha)

Haha... silly me. Why did i let that bothers me.

Bingung Post.

2 New year have passed. New year 2012 and Chinese new year:Year of the water dragon. And it's been ages since i post anything on this blog. I always write something, re-read the post and delete it. Bingung!

My blogging spirit is depleting rapidly. I realize that 2010 I only have 12 post and 2011 only 13 post. Argghhhhhh... Nda pa. Tahun ni mo rajin sikit la kali kan.

Anyway happy new year eventho' today is 1st February suda.

Lack of spirit. In need of motivation and inspiration.

This year i woke up on the wrong side of the bed. I step into the new year without any new years resolution and here i am now without any revolution in my life. As a teacher, I totally suck this year. I fall behind in almost everything. I totally lost the motivation.

I Forgot how To flirt!

Haha... what a statement!

After breaking up from a long term relationship. Amazing 10 years ba.. Amazing la mangkali kan.. haha... Being cheated not only once but five times and i still stay loyal and faithful to him. Makes me ask myself "What am i thinking??!!" Giving him so many chances and hoping for him to change is like wishing for the cloud turn into cotton candy! I'm relieved i made that decision and i'm not going to fall back to that situation again. Even when he keep on talking sweet things trying to win my heart back. But hell to the no! I'm not gonna fall into that again! Ever! I Loved him, and that is in past tense because i'm looking forward for the future. Because I know my knight in bright shiny armour will come and make me happy and will take care of me better than him. Yeehaa!

Since I bombarded the door to my heart with bazooka, it's now open and i'm ready to accept those who are lining up waiting for me. Dooooiiiiiiiii..... punya perasannnnnn! But it's true ba! And recently I realize the long 10 years of closed door almost make me forgot the feeling to be cared and to flirt! haha...