Blog updates...

Failure to update blog due to unreasonable reason..... haha....

I really mean to update my blog regularly but due to lack of connectivity with the online world i failed. So, i'm thinking of spending some money on that crappy broadband. Dear broadband user don't be mad at me for calling it crappy but you all know that it is crappy isn't it. Well not for everyone but for people like me who live outside the 3G or hsdpa area. Still it is a great way to visit the virtual world. That's why i'm thinking of getting me self one again. Notice the word 'again' .... cause i did use broadband during my college years... haha... maxis lg tu... start with the small modem but then i cannot afford to pay the bills then i switch to big modem...Share with my freinds (LAN of course) then our biggest enemy came... the download limit... hahaha.... At first when only maxis have broadband download limit is not a problem. Whether or not we reach the download limit the line will go steady but after a while they changed and we get scared... Mo guna internet pun kana catu jg ni.... hahaha...

What's the point of this post? I want a broadband. ^_^

long and winding post... don't read! :P

It would have been better if...

you stay just the way you are...

owh my brain..

my brain is not functioning well enough to day..
it seems like i suffer from short term memory loss....
i forgot things easily... Just now i tried to check for my interview status ... but i struggle to recall where to chek it... i remember the website colour but i can't remember the name... imagine i google in spa hmmm...not the rite one..haha... then jpa....not even close... hehe... then i try to think again... and again.... then i google suruhanjaya... thanx to google suggestion i manage to recall the website name... it's spp.... dayuuummmm..... how silly is that!...

wish i could choose my memory which to forget and which i want to remember forever... huhu... i wanna get rid of the memory that's been haunting me for years.... you wanna know what is it? you can't cause it's a secret.. :P....

Singing Again!!!

Holiday started.. and i started it with a singing session with my sister... yeeeehaaaa...

From the bottom of my broken heart

I get so emotional today... it's been a while since i stalked my FB page. But sadly today when i decide to bring back my old habit, (hehehe with devilish grin) I stumbled upon a wall photo posted by one of my friend of friend.

This post or to be more specific what this person said really makes me sad. But maybe someone triggers his anger cause who will talk about other people that harsh and he looks like he is trying to tell someone (sabahan i think) that Sabah is not a great place after all and there is nothing to be proud of in Sabah. Who am i to judge him right? But even with what that person said; I'm still PROUD to be SABAHAN and I LOVE SABAH. Not because the amount of shopping malls or skyscrapper building. Not because the amount of cars that cause the traffic jam; which is not something to be proud of not even because the amount of highways that we have.
But because of the friendly people mostly everywhere, because of the beauty of my own culture, because of the unity of the people; less discrimination, less hatred, less racism. There's a whole lots of reason why and Sabahan people know that except for the one yang kacang lupakan kulit lah... hahaha..

Whatever it is, it still hurt when i see people like this.

Going Girly Girly-ish..

'Got a new girly girly-ish thingy goin' on...

I think my blogging mode is on....'



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* I don't know what i'm writing about ... as long as it ryhmes its okay for me... haha*

it's this friday!!!

WOooHooo....

I tried...

i tried to update my blog... but seems to fail...

maybe i need to revamp my blog ... i think i need more cheerful blog ...

just maybe...

Back to life in reality...

Where am I??? at kota marudu... phew.. after 1 very hectic holiday week it's hard to start my engine back again to work.

so here i am, peeking through my crowded laptop.. (haha) wanted to upload my convo's photo but dang it! it's not here. i search high and low for it i thought i deleted it but then i remembered that my sister want to copy that photos. I called to confirm and yes she did and my sister click on the wrong button .... instead of copy she click the cut button but she didn't realize that. Hmmmm... she said that the copy and cut is almost the same... gaaaahhhh...

Moral of the story: Do be careful when moving, deleting, or copying files from your laptop...^_^

Ring.. Ding.. Dong...

yeehaa.. ring.. ding.. dong... ding..ding... dong... hmmm... what a song to make you move and dance with the music...

Itu barulah intro...

hahaha... Well it's 11.30 pm...

At home for 1 week holiday... (Yay for me!) Learning a new song with my rusty guitar skill. :P...Grenng...gronnggg..grengg.. gronng... Then suddenly the phone rang. My dad asked me to get the phone. "Maybe it's mum" he said. Well I also taught maybe my mum called but i wondered why she called the house phone rather than my dad's phone.

I ran to the phone...

me: HEllo...

Caller: Hello... Saya udin dari kepayan.

Me: Owh ok.... Ya kenapa..

Caller: Saya mo minta nasihat dari kakak ba ni...

ME: Haah?

Caller: Saya mo minta nasihat.. Saya mo tanya kawan saya tapi saya malu... Jadi saya mo minta nasihat dari kakak la....

Me: HAAAAAHHHH?! Kenapa Pula??

Caller: Pasal girlfren saya ba ni... Dia suka pakai bareback pigi disco.. ok ka tu.. saya tia tau mo buat apa ni...

Me: HaaH!!!?? Apaa..??? Aiii...

Caller: Girlfren saya ba.... bla.. bla... bla.... (repeat the same thing he said earlier)

Me: oh.. .. (sambil meletakkan gagang telefon... huahahahhahaha)

After i slammed the phone down, my dad asked who called.. So I said i don't know just some random guy asking for random advice from a random people that he called from a random phone number he choose... (That's what i called baka'ness level tahap dewa)

A few minutes later, the phone rang again.. this time i asked my dad to answer.. then again the same guy called and said to my dad... "Bang, saya mo minta nasihat dari abang ba ni.. blaa...blaa.. bla..." My dad just smile and put the reciever back..

The moral of the story... "If you want advice call a private caunselor"(My dad,2010)

Huahaahahahhahaa.....

Picking up the jigsaw puzzle pieces..

Starting new working life mode... in a far.. far... a way place from my hometown.. hehehe.. di kota marudu jak ba... well its still considered very far... when i have to travel about 2 hours to reach kota marudu from tamparuli... (kalo my dad drive 1 hour pun buli jg dia blang... hahaha).. well the travelling time almost equivalent when i took a flight from kk to penang... so kira jauh jg ba tu.. hahha..

everywhere seems very far when i'm not near my family... well after i finish my college life i spend my holiday at my home sweet home and become very attach to it... ahahaha... it's very comfy even sometimes when the atmosphere is not right.. (well we girls are like timebomb so living in a house with 5 girls mmg slalu gaduh jg ba.. :P) My point is... i love my family and right now i miss 'em.. ^_^....

Right now i'm still trying to get use to my new lifestyle and picking up the jigsaw puzzle pieces to complete the big picture of my life... still not even half finish.. hehe... still a lot more of the puzzle is missing...

ffuuuuuhhhh....

pa la kunun tu???

hehehe..

saja jak tiup2 ... betimbun suda habuk d blog sa ni... huahahaha...

hahahahha.... monolog again... biar betimbun habuk ka... bekurun tia kana update ka... teda sesiapa pun yg kesah kan.. agaggaga..

anyway.. since it's the year of tiger... maybe... i'll have more will power to blog... ekekekkeke...

Post#1~2010~