O.M.G....

OMG...OMG......OMG......That's all I can say....

"xnak tido lg ahhh.... suda mau pkul 1 ni.." my rumate ask me....

I just smile back and keep staring on my laptop ........

I cannot sleep ... because I'm really freaking out right now.... Tomorrow we suppose to give back the eTems book that the college force us to borrow. Yeah .. I know it is just a simple thing of returnig all the books in the eTems set. What's bugging me is that I can't find the dictonary and one set of CD's including the study guide+planner+all the little things in the little black file....

uwaaaa..... I feel like i'm going to cry right now....

The worst part is all the eTems set is around RM1000+ and the things that are missing right now is the most expensize item in the eTems set... but this is not my fault. Partly but not entirely my fault. We are moving to a new hostel every year and every sem we have to clear our things from the room. So the things must be missing during that time. Cause I clearly remember that 1 of my box full of books was thrown away by the Mak Cik cleaner the other day. I didn't take the box from the store room cause it is so damn heavy and i'm not going to use the books after all. So the things missing must be in that very box. Lucky enough I didn't put all the eTems set together or else all of it will be missing right now. 

I'm trying to comfort myself now. I really hope tomorrow the librarian will understand my situation right now. If not half a thousand will go flying from my almost empty bank account.....

am wondering:

- do i have to pay for the books and cd's that I never use?

- do i have to pay for the things that the college force us to borrow but we never use it?

- Is this happen cause of my own fault?????

- eeeee.... this is not happening... this is not happening... tomorrow I will have all the things back... (self denial...haha)