It would have been better if...

you stay just the way you are...

hisashiburi ne...

it's been a while since my last post..... it's not that i'm busy or nothing to post... but....i'm in a beautiful mess right now.... *whatever that means i'm not feeling that well to write.. ahaks*

" It's a mess, is't it?

 Don't you just hate that?

 It's always easier to tear up than draw,

 harder to tie than untie.............."

~just.me.thinking.about.something~

I'm an idol...

haha.. it's true .. I'm an idol at school. hehe... people want to be like me. people want me.. hahahaha..

today i went to class but didn't teach. I'm so lazy ohh.. Sigh.. am not lazy but my students are. They are not in a best condition to learn new concept. So what I did is just give some enrichment activity for them and revise the previous lesson. Am I really that bad??? I'm not totally ditching my work.. I did my lesson plan and teaching aids until 2 am.. I am very eager to teach but my student is not ready to learn. I feel bad now for i will be scolded my supervisor for not doing my job well. aahhh.. what the heck cause i'm an idol.. i inspire people.. hahaha...

Today after i finish my class one student came up to me and says...."Thanks teacher for making me want to be a teacher.." and I replied "EEehhh...???" with a puzzled expression. Then she said that i inspire her and that makes her want to be a teacher like me..... 

Yay ME!!!!

*camp sciene..camp science .... need to go camp science... warrrgggghhhh* <-----ignore....

M.I.A

whoaaahh... just come back from island trip yesterday... and i realize that i've been m.i.a from my blog for quite sometimes... only 2 post for march... phew... sorry readers i don't have the blues to post anything... (hehehe wth i got reader meh? .. blues?? where does that come from???)<--- ignore the werds in bracket k....

Will update soon... after i clear up my room... now it's like wreck ship just hit by UFO... haha

I'm going deaf??

Last night, I was at bolong's room. We are watching cartoon Kat-tun... We are having so much laugh and more and more laugh... It's good to laugh after all the agonizing pain I went through.  My headache tamed down. Then out of the blue we heard someone talking so loud. 

Guess who???

Its my roomate la ... sepa lg...  She is in my room of course and we can hear her clearly from the other room. She kept shouting and shouting. At this time I think she is really going crazy. Her voice is raising every second. Luckily enough my friend pija can understand what she is saying. So at least I know she is still sane.

She is having a BIG fight with her boyfriend. Pija translated only a small part la just so that we know why she is so mad. Its so bad for us to eavesdrop on her but its hard not to because her voice is can be heard from outside the room and even from outside the block. She shout and shout until she shout and sob and sob... I pity on her at that time but only for a while....

Now I'm writing this post with earphone on full blast volume of beyonce song and my roomate as usual is on the phone for God who knows how long. Even with the earphone I still can hear her. Why? because she kept asking me questions about march holiday.... even with her boyfriend on the other line she can still ask me a million question.... arrggghhhhhhhhhh....... 

I know lately my post are mostly about her.. I don't care... I just can't help it.... Everytime I wanted to post about something else she came into the picture... *blaaahhhh suka ati sa la mo tulis apa kan... suka2 ba...* 

P/S: S.O.S....a.s.a.p...... *hehe winks*

                                                                                                                                         -end of post-

My life with a roomate..

It's been a while since I have my roomate. (I think 3 semester ago since my last roomate) After 7 semester in this college I have 5 roomates which 3 of them are just my temporary roomate. This time I have a roomate who really makes my final year in this college hard to endure. It is not lke I hate her or what but I just can't  stand it. Every minute and every second spend with her in this very room of mine seems like I'm trapped in a different time zone. (hahaha melampau la ba kan) My privacy is gone now..... Want to know why? Just continue reading....

Day 1 with roomate

Late night on last sunday she arrived. She opens the door and I smiled to her. She said hi to me and I said Hi back... (I'm nice aren't I?) So I just sat in front of my laptop playing pet society on facebook. She came with her sister in law who helped her to carry her things. Then she start to unpack her things. Keep in mind that I don't care what she do as long as she didn't cross the line. She cleaned her place up. Then she start asking questions:

-brapa lama u x mop blik? bnyk rmbt la.. (damn My hair mmg like dat ba always fall i cant help it. even if i mop everyday still will have hair lying on the floor). BUt I answer nicely la.. urrmmm lma suda x mop kali tu,....

- boleh sy on radio ka? My sister in law give me ba radio just now. (It's okay for me...) So I give her green light to on the radio.

- Eh kamu online ka? Kamu guna apa online? ( at that time she saw me online usin my cute lil maxis modem) me; Uuurmmm... guna ini la.... *pointing at the modem* 

- Brapa 1 bln kalo guna ini? .... me: 138

- Wah mahal la....(so i explain about the other alternative for her to online.. ) me: use this bla..bla..bla.. use celcom bla...bla..bla... 

- kamu x mau share ka? (eeeeerrrkkk i'm torn apart don't know what to answer) me: owh modem ini sy guna sementara sj lg i can't afford to pay so mahal. Lg pun now actually i share modem with my friends d blik seblh use LAN.

-aiya... tp kalo share ok jg ma... (I still don't want ba!!!!) me: ahhh... it's okay la if u really need to use internet I can let u use for a while la. but you use your own laptop la k..

-Waaaahhhh... banyak brg kamu ahhhh... bila kamu beli ini? (she point at my fridge. Hahaha.. i have mini kitchen in my room complete with rice cooker and heater and all the things i need to cook.) me: ya... lama suda but i didn't angkat from the stor yet.

- Bnyk ohhhhh.... nanti kamu blk mcm mana la? (I'm so lazy to converse so I try to answer minimaly haha.) me: biar saja la. tggl mcm itu saja.

- x jual or bg org ka? (isshhh... suda2 la ba tanya tu) me: no lah...

*at this point when she ask me too much question my ears mo jd panas da ni.. penat mo jwb2 ba.. i know she's being nice but i'm tired ba... it's almost 12 suda*

Enough with the questions if i am to write all the questions this post will have no end. After all that questions let me tell you about her telephone habit. She likes to talk on the phone using loudspeaker. I repeat she use LOUDSPEAKER speaking on the phone. aaaarrrrrggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh............ I know la I can't speak huayu like what she told her bf on the phone. But i'm not that dumb. I still can understand simple words. Why oh why must she talk on the loudspeaker. Combine the sound of her radio+her big voice+her bf voice on the loudspeaker= HEADACHE TO ME!!!!

Once again I'm being nice so I just let her talk maybe she misses him too much or what I dont know and I don't care la. I just continue playing game. Then suddenly baaammmmm... i'm in the dark. She switch of the light without telling me. Online a blind person can't see me still wide awake in front of my laptop. Why must she do that? Earlier I did ask her whether she like to sleep with the light off or not. It is okay with me if she wants to switch it off but dammnnnn... let me know so that I can switch on my reading light. Or just let me know for the sake of she knows that this is my room too and not hers. In the dark she is still on the phone and of course with loudspeaker.... 

Day2 with roomate

I woke up in the morning and i'm still in my room with her.. arrhghhh how i wish i woke up with my room back to normal... The whole day she is not in the room so its feels nice.. hahaha... but then the night come and there she is.. heehe... mcm hantu oh kan. So as usual i cook my dinner with the help of bolong. When I want to start cooking she said to me. "wahh lewat suda ni br mkn?" I malas want to ckp pjg lebar so I simply answer yes. While we are cooking she suddenly came up from behind us and stand between us poking her head in front of my pot. "Wahhhh suma pun ada... daging pun ada jg .. mmg mcm kitchen oh suda" (mmg la ba that's why i have fridge to simpan the daging and sayur2 if not what am i to cook???) Then after we finish cooking bolong went to wash the plates. 

Then she started talking again.... " Lewat suda ni br mkn nanti gemuk kalo mkn lewat... tengok kamu gemuk" (?&!*^@%^%#^^&@#! she said I'm fat!!! ) So i just say...mmmmmm.......  But then after we finish eating she ask whether she can tumpang my fridge or not. i'm still angry and terluka with the title gemuk she gave me but I'm so nice I give her green light again.

I'm so being nice to her by letting her use my things. I don't mind if she want to borrow my heater or anything as long as she asked first. When she said she want to use my heater I said okay but I didn't know that she want to use it to fill her 5 litre water bottle. She boil water 5 times in a row when my water is so sikit already. I'm dehidrating but she didn't realize that. UWAAaaaa I can't do things whatever and whenever I like to do anymore... my private life is gone.....

Day 3 with roomate

Woke up as usually and went to class.. As usual went to jog in the afternoon. Come back to hostel. Open the door... jeng..jeng.. jeng... She was sitting at my place onlne with her laptop. She unplugged the LAN cable from my laptop without my permission!!! What if I'm downloading something???? I will be very furious but luckily on that very day I didnt download anything. I said that she can only use the internet to find resources or anything academic. Strictly not for entertainment BUT SHE IS WATCHING YOUTUBE!!!. It is not that I don't want her to use it. But i'm the one who online almost 24/7. The reason why we ( me and my friends) apply for the maxis broadband is because internet is part of us.... hhaahaha... really feel something wrong if I was not online for even a day... 

I'm so good ... (hehehe) so I let her use it and i went to take shower. Then I want to cook but how am I to cook when she is using my table. where I cook of course. She just sat there and doing her ppt presentation while waiting for the youtube of course. I waited for 30 min. But she still didn't ask me whether i want to use my placce or not. 

Then..... the devil inside me came out.. instead of telling her to stop which I don't know and I hate to tell her. I ask bolong my neighbour to unplugged the LAN cable from the hub. hahahahahhaa... I'm soooooo EEVVVVIIIIIIIIIIIIILLLLLLLLL......... but what to do I can't tahan anymore. I don't like to talk that's me. Anyway she is older than me. She should have more common sense. When I say she can borrow, she can .. but don't make it as her own... Don't treat my belongings like her own..... Or else I'm not the one who do the words thingy I take action. 

If this things become worst.... maybe I'll move to another room..... but for the time being I'm trying my best to adapt to my new environment.....

Owh... I forgot to tell that she like to poke her nose everywhere..... she always want to know what I was doing.... What I am doing online also she want to know.... there goes my private life.... HAHAHAHa... If she knows i blog about her... i'm dead!!!

Noriaijidousha-Man....

Today is my last day holiday and I met NORIAJIDOUSHA-MAN.what is noriajidousha-Man??? hahaha.. it's my version of bus-man. You know like the j-drama densha otoko. (eeeh did i get that right?) So... here's the thing. I was on the bus this afternoon; from komtar to bukit jambul. After a few minutes the bus set off from the terminal I met with the noriajidousha-Man (N-man) haha..

from my silly scribblings above you can see that I sit opposite N-man. Mind you this rapid penang bus seats let you sit face to face eye to eye with the other passanger and I hate it. I don't know where to look. hahaha * nanti tesalah tingu susah lg*. So the off we go fro Komtar to BJ. Yeah. Not so long drive but many people are doozing off. Maybe cause its in the afternoon. Me myself almost zzzzzzzz.... but I manage not to. Lets talk about mr N-man now. it is not like densha otoko at all. He did'nt save me or anything. 

Its just N-man fall asleep on the bus.

Why i'm so 'kepoh' want to blog about people sleeping on the Bus????!!!

BECAUSE DRIP...DROP.. DRIP.. DROP... N-MAN IS DROOLING.

Not just a simple air liur meleleh di tepi2 mulut. This is drooling menitis2 d baju... So at that I time I thought. Hmmm okay pretend I didn't see anything. But the guy sitting beside me was laughing and mumbling something to his friend. Damn I can't stop looking at N-man. Poor him but urrrghhh I also don't know what to say... His clothes have a few big and small tompok2 ... (this is what I call pemetaan... hahaha) that I can still handle so here comes the big part... 

N-man awakes.....

SLURRRRPPPP>>>>> N-man menarik air liur yg pjg.....

I almost scream.. eeuuuwww at the very moment... but once again I manage to control my emotions. I have to get the image from my head fast....

-the end-

Hotel 626

It is rumored to be the scariest place on the web!!! 

Is it????

Check it out yourself.... Hotel626

Review: 

It is a game not for the faint hearted of course and it can only be play start from 6pm to 6am. (You can play it earlier of course simply by resetting the time on your computer arond 6pm-6am.) I like to play it in the middle of the night with the lights of and earphone for better sound. Haha. Its pretty funny to capture my own reaction while playing this game....  Go to hotel626 if you dare......

*if you already played the game before or after you have played the game. Let me know what do you think about the game? Is it good enough to make your heart jump out from your body?? ^_^*

Double Trouble..

Trouble #1

On my quiet afternoon today reading books and imagining things (haha)... Suddenly there's someone knocking on my door....

kok..kok..kok... *I'm trying to imitate the sound of some1 knocking..ahaks*

 

I open the door and there's a lady there smiling at me..

me: Yes?? (i put on my best smiling friendly face)

lady: uuurrmmm.... can I ask?

me: yes? (my head start to wonder)

lady: Is this room got one people or two.

me: urrmm... one.( I wanted to lie and say two but my mouth seems to misintepret the signal my brain send)

Lady: Oh..(seems very happy) Can I move in here? 

me: aahhh.. ok la... (i'm torn apart.. want to say no but yes but no but yes...*damn)

Lady: Hehe (smiling widely now) Thats nice... I want to move here instead of Rambai. So far and my room suppose to be at 4th floor. So high......

Me; hehehe.. ya.. lo.. 

Lady: So, do you have extra key?

Me: ermmm... sorry no... (Actually I do have but I'm too reluctant to have a roomate now)

Lady: hurmmm.... could you duplicate it for me... I will tell the hostel people later that I'm moving here...

Me: oh ok.. When do you want to move in? Cause I need to clear some of my stuff....

Lady: Urmmmm... Thursday la..

Me: So okay then....

There goes my no roomies again story. Now I have roomate. Not officially until this thursday. I'm not sure I can handle it though. Its been so long since I have a permanent roomate. My roomate only stays for a week or two then they blast off. hahaha...

We did exchange phone number and I gave to her the extra key later this afternoon. So much for the duplicating thingy... haha.. (Sorry I didn't mean to but it just slipped off my mind and I said it accidentally) Then, I met her again while I was doing my laundry.

Lady: hey....

Me: Hey... (smiling again)

Lady: are you malay? 

Me: No. I'm Dusun. 

Lady: .....(look confuse.) So u can eat....

Me: Oh... I'm a Christian.. (Now I know what she means)

Lady: hahaha... (half smiling half laughing) If Christian then sure can eat pork la.. hehe 

Me: ....(I just smile and laugh with her)

So much for the drama.. I clear her part of the room today... clearing stuff from her table and closet. ARghhh.... my room feels smaller now.... *I'll get use to it somehow..sigh*

Trouble #2

My neighbour came running to me and almost burst my door. She came running from her room and land on my messy bed. I was shocked. I asked her why?? Here's the another news that surprise me today. The practicum list is out and guess what. I still get the same school.... Where?

SK MINDEN HEIGHT of course... I was in hot water while i'm there last semester and yet I still have to go there.... arrgghhhhhhhhhhh......... another nightmare.... 

here's my some of my experience in SKMH

Well it is not that bad of course. The school is near and I'm use to the school environment. I know some of the teachers and students there advantage to me of course. But still it sends goosebumps to me to hear that I am going there again. I don;t know why. Maybe I;m just still nervous about this whole practicum thing. My surpervisor is Mdm Chew Ping Ping. I don't really know her yet but I hope she can help me a lot and I hope my friends who are going to the same school as me will give me enough cooperation to deal with the school and also the parents of course.

My happy no class tuesday was ruin today with all the news. So I guess I'm going to bed early today. Hope I don't have nightmares...

No roomies again. *Phew*

Yesterday is the registration day for new students. So I may have roomate this time but still no roomate for me this semester. Lucky Me! cause I can have the whole room for me and it is good for my ever growing collection of things i have here. This is my final year in this college and my stuff here are more than my stuff i have back home. Hahaha..  I have the habit of keeping things that i rarely use or don't use anymore. (Don't blame me this habit runs in my family. :p) 

Second week after school reopens but i still haven't finish unpacking my things even worse some are still in the store room which is now where the new KPLI students sleep. Pity on themla... but they have to move out after 1 week orientation plus their allowance is double our allowance. So let them suffer for a bit.... *hehehehe*with evil grin**...

Since I don't have roomate. I talk with my stuff... *EEhhhhh..Nande???* cos my baka'ness level is HIGH...

Mr.BintanG

Hey Mr.BIntanG. I can hear beyonce singing from you. "If I were a boy...." Then suddenly.... @#$#$&%(#*&& some chinese song I don't know... Then again... AAHAHHHAHAHHAHhhhhh... some tamil song .... Arrgggghhhh I'll poke your eyes Mr.Bintang.....  

huhahahaha..... Mr.Bintang is my radio. I don't know what's happening to him but he kept on changing the radio station. Makes me want to poke his eyes even more to change the station of course... *mcm dlm gua ba sni ni... radio pun pndai sot2 pa lg line tlepon pun pndai ilang2 jg....*

My DVD collection

This is another bad habit of mine. I can't resist Tesco temptation of selling affordable DVDs ahahahaa... What DVD? here it is........

I laugh at myself when i saw my collection. There's more at home. Since I stopped my gym membership at celebrity fitness these dvds help me to get in shape. (haha kunun la) Exercising is a must in my daily routine cause after 2 months holiday. I gain almost 5 kg. It's the season to be jolly not to be gluttony. But still so many food during the festive season. I'm happy. So I eat. Yay Me!

My Knitting project

Since early December until now still haven't completed this. HAHAHA.

My loyal friend this year

Guess who? It's my Buku Rekod Persediaan Mengajar. 

With 6 weeks internship this semester and another 12 weeks next semester i'm sure my hand will go numb writing all those lesson plans. Can't wait to go internship but still a little bit nervous of course. This semester internship will start on february.

CNY is around the corner

Yeap. CNY is coming but im not going back home. I plan to go to KL but then again the bus ticket price is sky-high my plan cancelled. So I celebrate CNY alone again this year. Like every year went to tesco and buy myself a box of mandarin oranges. I still don;t have any plans this coming CNY hols. Maybe i'll just do my open room myself again this year. 

Monday Blues.

Phew. I woke up today on the wrong side of the bed and the rest of the day is not a beautiful Monday for me. I woke up in Penang yesterday and yes I woke up early. It’s only 4.30 a.m when I woke up. I open my eyes and started to think where am I? haha. . I know where I am in my hostel room la. Well I am so malas today . That’s the first word came in my mind but even though malas I still have to wake up because it is Monday!!!! I have to go to classsssss………dammmmmmnnnn…… I AM SOOOO MALAS!!! I have to wake up early some more cause I haven’t unpack my things yet. My journey back from kk to penang is so dreadful and I have headache since then that’s why I can’t do anything. (hehehe padahal alas an jak ma)

Iklan jap…. *this is the story of my journey to Penang*(ahahahahaha………….)

On Sunday morning, I reached the airport and wanted to check in and I’m so surprise that the queue for Penang is so damn long and hardly move. Want to know why? Because the air asia only open 1 counter for Penang. It’s nearly 6.30am and the queue is still long. (I’m suppose to fly at 7am) So me and my friend Bolong didn’t want to queue. Why? Cause we know sooner or later the counter for Miri will close and they will open the counter for Penang. Everything went as we predicted …. Hahaha… we manage to check in before all the people who have been queuing for a long time…. WE ARE LUCKY! Yay!.... by the time we check in it is 6.45am but there are still lots of people who need to check in. So sure delay la ba kan…. Haishhhh…. So after saying goodbye to my parents its time for me to board the plane. Yeah. For anyone who had use airasia before it is a tough battle or race to board the plane. Hahaha… Before the gate even open people will line up 20 min or even 30 min before. Sepa cepat dia dapat la kan…. So we also have to bersaing hebat to get in the line… Some people will push and langgar people with their hand luggage. I’m pissed but bersabar jak la. With proper clothes and proper shoes (means no heels haahaha) we manage to get in the plane early. Yay to us again!

During the flight I wanted to buy mineral water but i hesitate so I decide not to. This is the decision I regret so much. After the plane take off I sleep like a sleeping beauty*hahaha* but then suddenly 'jln grabel' in the air (wujud ka term bgitu ahhh?) The plane went through bad whether. At that time my head went crazy its hurt like hell and i have trouble breathing some more... I want to drink but no water... dammmnnnn! *tula sa mo bli air tp pastu kensel na sendri mo tau la* If only I buy mineral water mist sa tia brapa paning tu... So the headache went on until we touch down and until I reach my college.

Okay now it is clear why i can't unpack my things and tidy up my room. hahahahaha... What really bad happen today i fell down today and scracth my knee. *Jatuh longkang kici jak ba... ngingis jg la lutut sa.... tp sakit ba.....* There are more series of unfortunate things happening to me today but i dont want to eloborate more. Nanti more bad luck ba. HEHEHEHEHE.......

*this is a late post.... i repeat this is a late post....*

Penang here I come!!!

Boohoo... tomorrow i will go back to penang. Not that I HATE IT... but it's going to be a hectic year for me and that's what I hate. 2 more practicum coming and more lesson plan to write, more teaching aids to prepare, more headache to teach little children and more holes in my pocket. *heee duit abis ba p praktikum ni* 

My exam result for last sem was not that disappointing for me after all the last minute catching up with what i have failed to understand before. What? i'm not good in this matrix thingy and it is the part of math that i don't like the most. That's why I always don't pay attention in class. :p 

So this sem maybe i should be a lil more rajin *i hope so n will try my best to do so* 

Happy New Year 2009!!!!

Goodbye 2008 and Hello 2009!!!

Sure there are bad times and not so good times in 2008 but we should never forget about the good and happy times right? Well like my fortune cookies that i've got says .....

Happy memories are forever. Relive it whenever you want.

New year resolution anyone? for me:

I always have one but this year i'm trying hard to fulfill the previous resolution that i never manage to keep....

Anyway whatever it is, i'm sure everyone wish for a better year ahead and want to improve everything that we are not satisfied with. Some people say no turning back but I sometimes still turn back to look back what I have been through and try not to repeat what I did wrong but what can I do i'm only human. I tend to repeat mistakes. So I wish you all Happy New Year! Have a joyous, wonderful, prosperous, healthy, and adventerous year........

*am goin' back to college on 4th Jan.. :( *

Yay Me!!!

my first post. Yay Me!

life according to me is now problematic [s]witch. Migrating from livejournal to blogspot. Not that i hate livejournal. I still adore livejournal for giving me the best info about my beloved arashi but it's my sister who seduce me to blog here; using blogspot.

She actually said that livejournal is not good cos if want to comment cannot open ID plus she said she can make my personal layout for me. Weeeeee...... so here i am now.......

what will happen to life according to me??? Well i'm not going to leave it just like that. It is now my offical place to ramble about arashi and arashi and etc that are related to arashi....